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when im thinking about it, im too late. yes, i never give up for being here after i struggle a lot to get further my study. now, im just lost. lost myself, lost my way. put a finger to others, not me. coz i know, my wrong. im sorry to my parent, im sorry to my family. i just cant do it as good as others. i know i can but i just cant stay up for a long time. i cant skip my sleep. i just cant do it well. what i know is to be a great! im sorry to myself to coz make it hard, make it trouble. i hate to be useless. more excuse more loser i get. where is my target? why u like this shafinaz? why u so stupid! i just dont know. i lost my spirit even i know Allah is here with me. Allah, forgive me. forgive my mistake to You for keep forget to get know You. i just take granted in my ic 'im muslim' but i always do a mistake. im sorry coz i just dont want to be like the same me before. Allah, please forgive me coz not do all the things You telling me to do. im sorry coz not being a good muslimah~ world first only! what a terrible me. =( salam~